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20 years~~born 26 march~~addicted 2 nescafe~~♥ myself~~♥ my family~~♥ My frenz~~♥'him' 2~~like 2 giving PROMISE but alwayz b a BROKER PROMISES..~~haha

Monday, December 13, 2010

first tyme o....

erm,bbrpa ari sblum ni..i saw sumting dat make me sad@angry..i feel so down,crying,crying n crying...can't sleep,can't do anyting...never expect dat he can do dat to me..d part dat make me kecewa wen he told me dat,he lied to me..omg,wo pu sangka o...so many impian,angan2..sy with him...4 d past 2 years..he so baik ba..perfect la..i proud 2 b sumone 4 him...so i make a decision,2 broke up..sedih barabis la ni....haha...so we jmpa lar,he told me everything....he didnt mean 2 do dat...jz want to help knun lar..sy pcya dia..coz i knw him very much..but deep down n my heart saying dat he had a little bit feeling 4 dat gurl..haha,,mayb la,not sure..he ask me 2 gave him chance,n he promise 2 me dat he never do d same thing again....i believe him,but bcoz of my ego...haha...i said to him,''i will gave u chance but i never b d same...it may take tyme 2 love u again'' walaupun yg betul,my love 4 him will never change...he said ''tq..n sy jnji xkan buat like dis again..believe me.i promise''!..My big mistakes is...love him so much..so much3x ba!!!
Now,i'm still sakit ati...but i know dat feeling is useless.....i forgive him,coz i love him so more much...
i trust him..i have a faith dat he will b my hby 4eva...hahahahaha...n most important ialah,forgive sesama manusia...dont judge..

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