cant wait o~~

aiya lama da x update o...hehehe..skrg ni praktikal d kuala penyu..

fist tyme p cni,panas o...senior kmi ckp,jh dr pekan,,sush maw dpt kreta lagi knun...sy mmbygkn yg sy akn berada d pedalaman....omG~~bila dia gitaw g2,sy dan ging2 pun mmbt la psdiaan knun...bli brang2 mkanan sedia dr kk..wahhhhh,bnyk jg la bis....sy pun dngn lowong,mmbwa 3 hlai bju..3 sluar pndk....yg knun,sy ingt x maw kluar dr hostel nti....skli smpai sni,xla sburuk yg sy bygkan o..pnya la cntik ni hsptl..cntik lagi hostel dia...dan yg pling penting,x jg jh pekan dia,,,,senang jg maw cr kreta....so stupid o sy rs.... xda bj jalan sy bw(wlaupun satu)...tuptup,tpksa pnjm bj easther..my rumate here@ank buah sy~~hehehe

em...tentang hospital..cuma da 4 org dr dia...2 org dr 2 aiyaaaa pling spoting la,bgs lagi...hehehe...staf2 cni kbnykn okie2,cuma da sgelintir ja la yg x brapa nak ok..kali jeles dngn kmi la 2,bap suma muda2 dan cntik2x...hehehehehe.....fist ward sy,sy dpt male ward.....sngat bosan o,bap xda patient...hehehehehe..p da yg 'menarik' sna...wakakakaka....stiap hri sy nmpk,p sy bt2 x nmpk...hahaha..

    pastu sy d JPL,haha...sni lagi best...sy jarum urg o...urg skizo pun ada,pling bnyk lagi 2....jrum d gluteal lagi la pling best...hehehe...aiayyya p pling sy mls,InD...mls o maw tngk 2 bisul2,,geliiii..bluekkkk...cni pun bst,sy knal ma saturg.baik ba dia,dia bg sy gelas,,,bap gelas sy pecah~~huhu..i told my b,he marah2 me o...aiya..nvm lar....

    last ward,d female n paediatric~~urm cni lagi best...bzzz smapi x sdar 2 ms blalu..da bdk2 lagi.ari tu sy x than lagi,sy p dukung 2 bby,aiya cumilllllll betul bei.....sptutnya cant ba,p sy p jg..hehehe..siou ah bby~~~da lagi pt yg tua sda,kmi pngl dia popo...cian ba..ank dia dtg p tngk jap,trus blik....sy rs sdih tul,bap dia slalu cr ank dia...popo x dpt bjln,bap selulitis...kcian ba dia,ri tu kmi tukar lmpin dia...sy c mkn dia....dan satu ari 2 dia maw mkn sndri..mnum pn sndri...sy heran bnyk...y popo act like dat.....kli dia x maw c sush o..dia pgang tngn sy,dan dia usap2x..ucp tq.....waaaaahhhh...maw mngis sy......x sangka ada ank yg sngup abai durg pnya parents.....i willl never everrrrr do like dat~~

         wat i cant wait...........

1. maw kn kfc,,,,,aiya sush ba...sni xda kfc....maw plng kk...
2. mistila rndu c hby,,,,,,kikikiki..maw jmpa huby....
3. maw jmpa kaka,maw tngk perut kaka yg besarrrr...
4. maw plng kg....jmpa mmy,ddy......dan family
5. plingggg lastttt,sy x sbar maw da ank buahhh.......nw 6 month suda,so 3 month lagi sy hve 2 wait,,,,hehehehehe

stress ooo...

aiya,baru 3 ari d cni,,stress tahap dewa da o..bnyk asignment,,sudahla garang tue lecture....urm,3 ari jg x mkn bap x kna c sdia..pnya malang...hehe,p ni slh student jg,sepa surh pandai mkn,x pndai byr yuran...na tngk kmi3 kna tempias dia...hehehehe......pengalaman la suma ni..p yg malang 2 intake baru,awl2 lgi sda terasa...hahaha

  miss my mum,my daddy...my family...oso our house. sy ingat tyme sy buat biskut dngn adi2 sy,dan jg kaka sy...wahhh,i miss dat moment,,,sy rndu bla minum nescafe dngn abg sy,kmi cerita bnyk pkara..dan kdng2 kmi ngumpat org...haha...sy rindu bla tiap2 pgi mmy sy bising2 c bangun kmi..mummy i ♥ u...miss u...

eermm,sumtyme kita x hargai pa yang kita ada,p bla tiada.....snaala kita mula mncri dan mrindui...itula manusia......hehe...

  life must go on..mn ble sdih2 kan...i oredy promise 2 someone dat i will never cry tuk small reason..must b strong...yaa i knw i can...

♥my fingers♥

  ermmm...bout my relationship..everything ok..but sumtyme,bgduh kici2 ja..besa la 2 kan..jeles2,gduh la...hehehe....p pa yg buat sy hepy jg la...p rasa lowong pn ada...dia pkai2 cincin kapel kmi p mn2...atokeiiii sy malu,p siok jg la...so dia x kena kacau lagi...hahahaha...p sy??sy ltak d rantai jak..dan sy pkai...hehehe..okie la kan,,at least,sy pkai....dis cincin kan gve me lotzzzz of hapiness.......♥♥♥...

   but..sy slalu bagi dia sakit ati....sy takut dia tingalkkan sy....hahahahaha......

am i'm wrong

why he not understand?i oredy gave him chance..but itz my fault ka lau sumtyme sy ingt blik..bkn mksd sy maw ungkit dan bkn sy sngja tuk lyn ko jaht2..p gve me tyme bah...haha...itz make me crazy...i want u 2 know,dat i owez love you no matter wat.....sorry if i hurt you,,,didnt meant 2 do that...u know,u r d best thing happen in my life..dun't wnt 2 lose U..u may nver know how important U are 2 me or how much I care 4 u..but U are n U will owez be.. bear n my mind dat i cud'nt afford 2 lose some1 i've learned 2 care about so much..sumone whom i can’t wait to see or talk to..sumone whom i meant to be with..i scared to care 2 much, to miss 2 much, to feel dat rush once more,2 love again at the risk of getting hurt..But what I fear most is the thought of he leaving me,when i'm already conquered those fears......  
          i wish he know this someday..........                             

sakitnya....

aiya..sakit o..sush la jd gurl ni,tp2 bln kena~~tadi my mum pksa sy 2 drink halia...kira jus halia la..rasa dia x dpt dbygkn..sy x maw,mmy pksa jg,,,so,tpksa d sy minum...alaaa....urm.sleeeep early la...

hahaha...comel

pandai tul bgya..syg adi...

3 budak comel

twins

bestnya da budak2x d rumah..not so sunyi o...so nakal bah durang ni..bgaduh ja..p siok la..comel2x lagi.....x sbar tunggu my sist pnya ank....so long o,i have to wait lar..cant wait to ave fist ''anak buah'' hopefully everything gonna b orite..may god bless my sist... 

first tyme o....

erm,bbrpa ari sblum ni..i saw sumting dat make me sad@angry..i feel so down,crying,crying n crying...can't sleep,can't do anyting...never expect dat he can do dat to me..d part dat make me kecewa wen he told me dat,he lied to me..omg,wo pu sangka o...so many impian,angan2..sy with him...4 d past 2 years..he so baik ba..perfect la..i proud 2 b sumone 4 him...so i make a decision,2 broke up..sedih barabis la ni....haha...so we jmpa lar,he told me everything....he didnt mean 2 do dat...jz want to help knun lar..sy pcya dia..coz i knw him very much..but deep down n my heart saying dat he had a little bit feeling 4 dat gurl..haha,,mayb la,not sure..he ask me 2 gave him chance,n he promise 2 me dat he never do d same thing again....i believe him,but bcoz of my ego...haha...i said to him,''i will gave u chance but i never b d same...it may take tyme 2 love u again'' walaupun yg betul,my love 4 him will never change...he said ''tq..n sy jnji xkan buat like dis again..believe me.i promise''!..My big mistakes is...love him so much..so much3x ba!!!
Now,i'm still sakit ati...but i know dat feeling is useless.....i forgive him,coz i love him so more much...
i trust him..i have a faith dat he will b my hby 4eva...hahahahaha...n most important ialah,forgive sesama manusia...dont judge..

starting...........

emm..dis my fist tyme start bloging,stil blur~~haha..

actually, sy x mnat maw buat ni blog ba...p my sister waste her tyme  tuk blog dia..so sy pun interting la knun...hehe..so pkir n i think msk2x..so i wat la blog ni..ble jg wat diary sini..hahaha...