am i'm wrong

why he not understand?i oredy gave him chance..but itz my fault ka lau sumtyme sy ingt blik..bkn mksd sy maw ungkit dan bkn sy sngja tuk lyn ko jaht2..p gve me tyme bah...haha...itz make me crazy...i want u 2 know,dat i owez love you no matter wat.....sorry if i hurt you,,,didnt meant 2 do that...u know,u r d best thing happen in my life..dun't wnt 2 lose U..u may nver know how important U are 2 me or how much I care 4 u..but U are n U will owez be.. bear n my mind dat i cud'nt afford 2 lose some1 i've learned 2 care about so much..sumone whom i can’t wait to see or talk to..sumone whom i meant to be with..i scared to care 2 much, to miss 2 much, to feel dat rush once more,2 love again at the risk of getting hurt..But what I fear most is the thought of he leaving me,when i'm already conquered those fears......  
          i wish he know this someday..........                             

sakitnya....

aiya..sakit o..sush la jd gurl ni,tp2 bln kena~~tadi my mum pksa sy 2 drink halia...kira jus halia la..rasa dia x dpt dbygkn..sy x maw,mmy pksa jg,,,so,tpksa d sy minum...alaaa....urm.sleeeep early la...

hahaha...comel

pandai tul bgya..syg adi...

3 budak comel

twins

bestnya da budak2x d rumah..not so sunyi o...so nakal bah durang ni..bgaduh ja..p siok la..comel2x lagi.....x sbar tunggu my sist pnya ank....so long o,i have to wait lar..cant wait to ave fist ''anak buah'' hopefully everything gonna b orite..may god bless my sist... 

first tyme o....

erm,bbrpa ari sblum ni..i saw sumting dat make me sad@angry..i feel so down,crying,crying n crying...can't sleep,can't do anyting...never expect dat he can do dat to me..d part dat make me kecewa wen he told me dat,he lied to me..omg,wo pu sangka o...so many impian,angan2..sy with him...4 d past 2 years..he so baik ba..perfect la..i proud 2 b sumone 4 him...so i make a decision,2 broke up..sedih barabis la ni....haha...so we jmpa lar,he told me everything....he didnt mean 2 do dat...jz want to help knun lar..sy pcya dia..coz i knw him very much..but deep down n my heart saying dat he had a little bit feeling 4 dat gurl..haha,,mayb la,not sure..he ask me 2 gave him chance,n he promise 2 me dat he never do d same thing again....i believe him,but bcoz of my ego...haha...i said to him,''i will gave u chance but i never b d same...it may take tyme 2 love u again'' walaupun yg betul,my love 4 him will never change...he said ''tq..n sy jnji xkan buat like dis again..believe me.i promise''!..My big mistakes is...love him so much..so much3x ba!!!
Now,i'm still sakit ati...but i know dat feeling is useless.....i forgive him,coz i love him so more much...
i trust him..i have a faith dat he will b my hby 4eva...hahahahaha...n most important ialah,forgive sesama manusia...dont judge..

starting...........

emm..dis my fist tyme start bloging,stil blur~~haha..

actually, sy x mnat maw buat ni blog ba...p my sister waste her tyme  tuk blog dia..so sy pun interting la knun...hehe..so pkir n i think msk2x..so i wat la blog ni..ble jg wat diary sini..hahaha...